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Hey guys!~ :iconhiwaveplz:

Gosh, it feels great to write again! I've missed it so! I've missed you guys too~

School has been a major pain in my rump these past few months and I thought I'd have somewhat of a break during my Spring Break, but alas I have not.
:iconjapansulk-plz:

The good thing is school's almost over! Also, I'll be going to Anime St.Louis this April 17-19 in Collinsville, Illinois!~
:icongrellfangirlsplz: :iconcutealiceplz: 
It'll be my first time at this con! So, if anyone is going let me know and if there's anything I should know about this con please let me know!~ I guess I should put my official Cosplay schedule up now!
:iconmion-plz:

Anime St. Louis cosplay line-up:

Friday: Kiki from Kiki's Delivery Service
Friday Rave: Dinosaur Onsie (Be Jelly XD )
Saturday: Female Garterbelt from Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt 
Saturday Rave: 'Sexy' Female Mario
Sunday: DJ Pon3 from My Little Pony

Yes, that should do it!~ So, if you'd like to meet and talk to me on a certain day just catch me in my cosplay! I'll also be with a bunch of loud mouths so it won't be hard to find us! 

Through my last few weeks of school, I'll try to update, but I'm not sure if I'll have the time...but either way it's great to be back and I hope to hear from some of you soon!~ 
  • Mood: Content
  • Watching: Kuroko No Baskue
  • Eating: Girl Scout Cookies
  • Drinking: Water
You made me insecure…

"(Your name), maybe you shouldn't wear that shirt…How about something looser?" Your boyfriend Rei looked down at you with a judgmental glance as you only nodded your head in agreement like you usually did and turned around to change once more.

Told me I wasn't good enough…

"Really (your name), after all that time I wasted teaching you; this is the grade you get? Why do I even bother, you're not smart enough for this anyway." The raging perfectionist stomped away leaving you with tears flowing down your face once again.

But who are you to judge when you're a diamond in the rough…

I’m sure you've got some things that you'd like to change about yourself…


You couldn't take it anymore, you ended it right there in front of the swim club. All of it was building up over the months and it was a matter of time before you went off on him about the way he's been treating you.

"I-I never needed something revolting like you by my side anyway." You wanted to wince at that, but you had to be strong.

He had flaws too, why couldn't he see that. You loved yourself before you started dating, but now you didn't even know what love was anymore.

A hand clasped down onto your shoulder making you break off from the staring match you were having with your now ex-boyfriend.

"Rei, this isn't how (your name)-Chan should be treated and you know it!" Nagisa, the hyperactive blond who was Rei's best friend was defending you which confused you.

"I know beautiful things should be treated with care and I don't see the beauty in her anymore." Shit that one really hurt. You could feel the tears start to fall freely.

"(Your name)-Chan is beautiful! Everything about her is perfect Rei, if you can't see that then you're not worthy of her!" Nagisa went from clutching your shoulder to full blown hugging you as a small blush appeared on your plump cheeks.

"I promise to get you back to same (your name) you were before, the same one I fell head over heels for."

But when it comes to me, I wouldn't want to be anybody else…

True to his word, Nagisa starting helping you and your self-esteem and over the course of a few months you were back to your normal self.

You also started developing feelings for him as the two of you grew closer together.

"I like that shirt (your name)-Chan, now I get to see all your wonderful fluff!" Nagisa hugged your soft middle as you both shared a laugh and for once, you didn't have any tears to shed.

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me…

You didn't expect him to come over today so you were clad in your sweatpants and old tank top. The both of you were sitting on the couch as a horror movie was playing.

"I'm going to change Nagisa, I'll be back." The blond didn't even let you get up as he pulled you closer to his form and nuzzled your neck.

"You don't need to change (your name)-Chan, you always look beautiful to me." As he placed a chaste kiss to your cheek you smiled and just snuggled into him and continued to watch the movie together.

You've got every right to a beautiful life, come on…

Life couldn't be better for you. Nagisa's got you back to your old self again and you finally love yourself again and him as well. It was like being in love with your best friend and you couldn't ask for anything better.

Who says, who says you're not perfect, who says you're not worth it…

Who says you're the only one that's hurting…

Trust me, that's the price of beauty…

Who says you're not pretty…

Who says you're not beautiful, who says…


Yeah, you loved yourself again, but with Rei and some other students at school poking fun at you and criticizing you all the time, it was hard to keep that positive mind set all the time.

That's why you were on the roof of the school right now and you're crying.

You had to get away for a little bit to let some of this out so you didn't have a break down in class. You wouldn't let them have that satisfaction.

"(Your name)-Chan…" Your head snapped up at Nagisa's voice as you quickly tried to wipe the tears away flashing him a small smile.

The blond gave a sad smile in return and sat down and pulled you into his arms as he clutched on you for dear life.

"I hear what they say about you and it's not true, none of it is and I hate that you believe them. You're beautiful and smart and funny and so much more (your name)-Chan." He pulled back and cupped your face gently and kissed your forehead.

"You're not the only one that hurts from them. Every time I see you crying my heart breaks a little bit, please don't listen to them (your name)-Chan, just listen to me ok?" All you could do was nod in agreement as a bright smile broke out on his face and it slowly made it onto yours as well.

It's such a funny thing, how nothing's funny when it's you…

You tell them what you mean, but they keep whiting out the truth…

It's like a work of art that never gets to see the light…

Keeps you beneath the stars, won't let you touch the sky…


"Didn't you hear us fatty?!" A group of people shouted this at you from the hall as you continued to ignore them fully.

"We got some donuts for you piggy." That was it, you had to take control like Nagisa said it's your life not theirs!

"I'm sorry; I don't take things from STD holders!" The whole group froze as you shouted back at them.

"Did I hit a nerve; guess it's true that the only thing you all are good for is laying on your backs what a sad life." A few giggles and laughs rang out through the halls as the group promptly fled as a small smile reached your lips as well as Nagisa's who ran up to you and kissed you proudly.

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me…

You've got every right to a beautiful life, come on…


Two years, that's how long you and Nagisa have been dating and it's been the best two years of your life. Right now you both were out to dinner and everything was just perfect.
"(your name)-Chan, there's something I've wanted to tell you for a while now." He seemed flustered which was very unusual for your Nagi-kun.

"What is it Nagi-kun?"

He took a deep breath and stood up from his seat and gently grasped your hand as he bent down in front of you on one knee as a light gasp escaped your mouth.

"(your name)-Chan, I've loved you the moment I saw you with that bright smile and corny jokes, you were perfect to me, but you got hurt and you became a (your name) that I didn't know and it hurt me to see you like that. Thankfully, I got a chance to help you and I'm so glad I did because I feel even more in love with you through it. (Your name)-Chan, will you make me the luckiest man in the world and marry me?"

He popped open the velvet box as tears of happiness ran down your chubby cheeks as a yes escaped your mouth and you practically tackled Nagisa to the ground as the both of you laughed and shared a gentle kiss.

Everything seemed like it was hopeless for you, but Nagisa came in and repaired everything that was broken, especially your heart and now the story of your lives together can begin and you wouldn't have it any other way.
NagisaXChubby Reader- Who Says?
Here's a songfic for everyone! Gosh, I'm so sorry I haven't updated q.q I thought I would have time to update during Spring Break, but I guess not. XD I'm gunna try to sneak a few more here and there through the week if I can~ I hope you enjoy this one! It's from the song Who Say's by Selena Gomez it's a pretty good song!~

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Kiki Cosplay by bonkers-4-hatter
Kiki Cosplay
I wore this at OMG!Con as well as Anime Midwest and I plan to wear it at Anime Saint Louis this year! I just need to make a broom because I borrowed the one in the picture from a friend XD I made the Jiji by hand and it came out better than I thought :3 I also made the dress and bow and bought the cami and shoes so overall, it was a pretty cheap cosplay! :D
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It was hot, unbearably hot to be honest and you didn't like it one bit. You knew Alfred was latched onto you like a Koala on a tree and you were fine with that for the first ten minutes, but now you just wanted him to let you go.

"Alfred, let me go now." You mumbled this into the side of his pillow and you knew damn well he was up since he was sliding his hands all over which you didn't enjoy.

"You're too comfy babe." His face nuzzled your soft side making you heave a sigh of annoyance as you tried to wiggle yourself free of his iron like grip.

"I'm hot…" You were reduced down to whining at this point. You just hoped it would register in his mind.

"You are hot (your name), I don't know how long I'll be able to restrain myself." You felt his fingers start to trace shapes on your soft tummy as you mentally slammed your head against a metaphorical wall. Was Alfred really this dense sometimes, well you had plenty of time to find out.

"Not what I meant Alfred. I meant my body temperature is hot so please untangle yourself from me so I can cool down." You wiggled again for extra measure.

"Oh! You should've just said so (your name)!" The android untangled his limbs from yours as the nice, cool air hit your scorching body as you gave a sigh of relief.

"I did say something; you just took it another way." You felt your brow twitching a bit at the carefree androids antics as he poked your squishy cheek.

"Why are you still touching me?" You flipped over so he was now poking your neck.
"Because, you're too adorable not to touch." He laughed at the groan you emitted and rolled off the bed onto the cold floor actually enjoying the change.

"Woah! (Your name), dude you ok?!" You glanced up at the Blond who was on the edge of the bed peeking at you.

"I'm perfectly ok now." He frowned a bit down at your form and rolled from the bed as well, landing on top of you with a content sigh.

"Will I never escape?" You mumbled this as your cheek was squished against the cold wooden floor. Alfred placed a soft kiss on the other kiss as he nuzzled his face into your soft hair.

"Not a chance babe, you're stuck with me for a while." You both started laughing and rolling on the cool floor like a bunch of dorks until a loud knock interrupted your nice moment making your ears perk up.

"Alfred, I need to get the door you need to get off." He heaved a loud sigh and rolled off of your squishy form and you got up and scurried to the door as the knocking intensified and you knew exactly who it was.

As soon as you opened the door you were tackled into a giant hug by none other than your older brother (his name), who shut the door with his foot and refused to let you go as the usual tickling spree began making you howl in laughter.

"Damnit (brother's name), I swear if you don't…STOOOOP…!!!!" Your pathetic attempt at a threat was washed out by his never ending attack on your plump sides.

"(Your name), what's wro-." You heard Alfred start to say something only to stop before he could finish his thought as you saw his face that was filled with sadness and a bit of rage.

(Brother's name) finally stopped his brutal attack and pulled back from the bear hug he had you in and grinned down at you.

"So, is my little sis ready to tackle the big city by herself?" He patted your head like he usually did as laugh escaped your throat.

"Well, I won't be alone really. (Brother's name), this is Alfred Jones my roommate and he'll be coming with me to (Favorite city name)." You grinned up at your brother hoping he wouldn't ask any more questions as well as Alfred not getting to hands on during his visit.

(Brother's name) never really liked you having a boyfriend and for good reason, seeing as what your past boyfriends did to you he got really protective of you and for the most part you were truly grateful that he did because it saved you so many heartbreaks through the years.

You glanced at (Brother's name) who was currently staring down Alfred like he was waiting for him to make a wrong move so he could pound him into the ground. After a moment though, he walked right up to Alfred and shook his hand.

"Great to meet you Alfred, hope you'll take care of my little sister in the big city."

"Of course I will, we can't have little (your name) going off and getting herself snatched up now can we?" The two men shared a laugh as you just puffed out your chubby cheeks and scowled at them as they laughed harder.

"Well, good to see you two are getting along, now if you don't mind I'm going to go get changed so we can finish packing all this crap. You boys behave, I'll be right back." You patted both guys on their backs and quickly made your way back to the bedroom.

Yeah, they were getting along for the moment, but you were afraid Alfred was going to say something to make (Brother's name) snap.

You quickly tugged off your pajamas and rummaged through your drawers for some bum clothes to pack and get dirty in and succeeding by finding an old tye dye shirt from a Scout camp some years ago and a pair of black yoga pants that you quickly put on the clothes only to hear a loud crash right as you finished pulling your shirt on.

'Really?! They couldn't last a whole five fucking minutes?!?' You knew it was too good to be true. Heaving a sigh, you ran back into the main room to find Alfred up against the wall while (Brother's name) held him up there by his collar.

"(Brother's name), put Alfred down!!" You ran up to the two and saw that Alfred's cheek was a bit swollen like he was punched.

"Not until you start explaining what the hell's going on between you two." His eyes narrowed at you like a parent scolding a child as you sighed once more.

"Fine (brother's name), what do you want to know?" This was defiantly not how you wanted to start off this day, but life works in some fucked up ways.
You never knew you deserved something so perfect in your life.

They were waiting for you.

You...

They said you were worth something when everyone else didn't.

They held you, kissed you, healed you in body and mind.

It was all so foreign to you to actually have someone who wanted to be with you.

You were used to being alone and isolated from others content in your own world.

One that was safe from ridicule and harassment.

You felt safe and secure there by yourself.

That was until they came into your life almost like it was meant to happen.

They showed you that they would keep you safe and sound from the ridicule.

Helping you through the issues that were pounded into your head since you were young.

Too fat...Stupid....Failure....Weakling....Worthless.....Useless....Nothing....

They helped you see those 'issues' were really something else to them.

Perfect..Smart..Accomplished..Strong..Important..Valuable..My Everything...

It was like something from Fairy Tales...Something you knew wouldn't happen to you.

It did though...they were your Miracle that you always needed.

They showed you what Love really is and what made you so wonderful to them.

You gripped the bouquet tightly as you proceeded down the isle.

They smiled radiantly at you like they always had along with that twinkle in their eyes.

That twinkle was like a shining star showing you the right path...that led to them.

You weren't nervous, you knew this was right and you knew it would last forever.

Forever wasn't enough for you though, you needed more time with them.

You knew they'd make this short time you both had together the very best.

The road was hard and unforgiving for you, but you finally found your shining star.

They held your hands tightly as they gazed into your eyes.

This was just the beginning of your story with them and you couldn't wait for the rest.

The cheers and applause rang out as the kiss was finished.

They gently pulled you along as you ran down the isle with them both laughing softly.

You finally found your safe haven...  
Safe Haven
Just a little something I thought of in between writing chapters and such.
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Hey guys!~ :iconhiwaveplz:

Gosh, it feels great to write again! I've missed it so! I've missed you guys too~

School has been a major pain in my rump these past few months and I thought I'd have somewhat of a break during my Spring Break, but alas I have not.
:iconjapansulk-plz:

The good thing is school's almost over! Also, I'll be going to Anime St.Louis this April 17-19 in Collinsville, Illinois!~
:icongrellfangirlsplz: :iconcutealiceplz: 
It'll be my first time at this con! So, if anyone is going let me know and if there's anything I should know about this con please let me know!~ I guess I should put my official Cosplay schedule up now!
:iconmion-plz:

Anime St. Louis cosplay line-up:

Friday: Kiki from Kiki's Delivery Service
Friday Rave: Dinosaur Onsie (Be Jelly XD )
Saturday: Female Garterbelt from Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt 
Saturday Rave: 'Sexy' Female Mario
Sunday: DJ Pon3 from My Little Pony

Yes, that should do it!~ So, if you'd like to meet and talk to me on a certain day just catch me in my cosplay! I'll also be with a bunch of loud mouths so it won't be hard to find us! 

Through my last few weeks of school, I'll try to update, but I'm not sure if I'll have the time...but either way it's great to be back and I hope to hear from some of you soon!~ 
  • Mood: Content
  • Watching: Kuroko No Baskue
  • Eating: Girl Scout Cookies
  • Drinking: Water

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Tag, you're it!
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enjoy your time at the con your fan Hazel. :-) 
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Happy Birthday. =)
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Happy Birthday Senpai!!!!!
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happy birthday :D
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Happy Birthday!! 

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happy birthday :3
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BRUH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! THANK YOU FOR COMING INTO THIS WORLD TO BESTOW ON US YOUR AWESOME STORIES THAT HAVE INSPIRED AND MADE READERS GIGGLE FROM THE WORLD OVER.
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Happy Birta~!!
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Happy Birthday!!!!:ihavecaek: 
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Hi there! Happy birthday! :la: 
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Dude!your stories are awesome!I've only read the hetaloid! X insecure reader ine s but I'll read more!^_^ they were funny
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Iluvsebasmichaelis Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014  Student Writer

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!! *Hug*

Spread the DA love around!

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved

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