“Damnit (Name), I know you’re in there just please open the door!” You sighed as you heard your boyfriends plead through your front door.
You were hiding from him, not answering his calls, texts, emails; anything. You were hiding in shame; the shame of yourself, your disgusting body and of tying Mathias down because of how unappealing you were.
Most of all though, shame about what happened a few nights ago…
The shame of being called out and ridiculed for your weight, the thing you’ve dreaded ever since the harassment and torment of your peers started, but this was so much worse than the years of being picked on and pushed around.
It was like multiple slaps in your face. After the incident you just wanted to curl up and die so Mathias could go find himself a girl that would actually do him justice.
Someone that wasn’t you…
“That’s it (Name); I’m breaking down the door!” You jumped at Mathias’ booming voice as you suddenly heard your door being chopped down.
‘So, that axe does come in handy’.
You thought this bitterly as Mathias finally made it through your now torn up door as he dropped the recently used axe down on the ground and made his way over towards your form which was settled in the middle of your couch just staring towards the ground.
You felt his weight settle into the couch as the spot next to you sank down. You felt one of his large hands rub your left leg as the other cupped your cheek and turn your face towards his.
You dreaded what was going to come out of his mouth when he saw your face. Ever since that incident three days ago, you haven’t eaten a thing and the effects were showing, greatly.
You heard the Dane gasp as both of his hands went up to your face gently caressing it.
“hvad der skete med dig!” You knew he could see the dark circles under your once bright (eye color) orbs that were now a very dull color.
You knew he was looking at your sickly paler skin than the beautiful (Skin color) tone you had.
After that horrible night, the night his friends; the ‘wonderfully nice’ and ‘open minded’ friends of Mathias’ ridiculed you and made you feel like shit you started a ‘diet’ or starvation convincing yourself that the pounds of flab and rolls would melt away, but in reality it made you even uglier than before.
You finally looked up at Mathias who had a sad expression on his always smiling face.
“(Name), why did you do this to yourself?” He slid a finger across your now visible cheek bone making you flinch a bit at his touch.
“B-because you deserve better Matt, I thought if I lost all of this.” You grabbed at your flabby stomach to emphasize your point “Then maybe, just maybe you would have someone by your side that you deserve, but it didn’t work Matt.” You felt some tears fall down your once chubby cheeks that Mathias adored.
“Sweetheart, don’t talk like that. I love you for you (Name), you’re better than better, you’re perfect.” He leant down and started to nuzzle your belly.
“How could you call me perfect Mathias, look at me!” He brought his head back up and quickly pulled you into his lap as he nuzzled your neck and his hands started to stroke your belly lightly.
“fjollet smuk kvinde, are you blind?” You blushed at his sentence understanding the Danish part and embarrassed at the second part.
“Apparently I am Matt, because I cannot understand how you could love me like this.”
“(Name), do you remember our first date?” You let out a short laugh.
“How could I forget Matt, we got kicked out of the restaurant because you axed up a guy’s table.” You smiled down lightly at your Dane as he flashed you one of his wonderful smiles back.
“Do you remember what I said at the restaurant?”
“You being a Viking.”
“Ja, and what else (Name), actually how about a refresher.” He smirked at you and turned your around in his lap so you were straddling him.
You blushed at the position and tried to wiggle out only to no avail thanks to the former Vikings iron grip on your waist.
“I said you were beautiful (Name), yes you are a bigger woman and that’s one reason among many others why I love you.”
You nodded lightly remembering the night in your mind like it was a dream.
“I remember Matt but why bigger girls?” You finally wrapped your arms around your Dane’s neck as he pulled you closer to him.
“Because their softer.” Mathias nuzzled your belly again as he placed a gentle kiss on top of it. “warmer.” He buried his face into the crook of your neck as he gently nipped at it. “have something to grab onto.” Mathias grabbed your waist tightly and grinded himself into you making you moan.
“You’re also one of them (Name), on top of being beautiful you’re also smart, loving, caring, kind and you have a big heart. These things and more are reasons why I love you with all of my heart.” He gently grabbed one of your hands that was wrapped around his neck and placed it onto his chest right over his heart.
“Mathias, I love you too and I’m sorry that I tried to change.” You buried your face into his strong chest as he rubbed your back.
“It’s alright (Name), we’ll fix you right up.” Mathias kissed the top of your head and picked you up and carried you out of your house.
~~~~~~ Time Skip ~~~~~~~
It’s been two weeks since Mathias came to your rescue. You realized that he did indeed love you for who you truly were.
He was always playing with your belly or kissing you, touching you anything he could do with you he did and you enjoyed every minute of it.
When Mathias said he’d fix you up, he sure did.
He brought you to his house where he made you dishes from his homeland and made you eat them which you refused to at first but with some persuading and refusal to give you any sex you finally gave in and ate the wonderful food.
For those two weeks now, he’s been cooking for you and feeding you slowly going back up to the weight you were before you tried to starve yourself.
As you made your way towards the kitchen to help Mathias prepare for a brunch for his family you stopped in the hallway and stared in the mirror.
Your cheeks were back to the same chubbiness as before and you’re once dull (Eye color) orbs were vibrant and sparkling again and your (Skin color) tone was back instead of the paleness.
You felt happy and beautiful thanks to Mathias. He finally showed you that you were beautiful and he loved you for you. You felt arms wrap themselves around your plump waist as Mathias laid his chin on your shoulder giving your cheek a kiss.
“What’s my beautiful (Name), up to.” Mathias looked in the mirror with you smiling at the reflection he saw. You truly were a sight to behold and thank goodness you knew it now as well.
“Nothing Matt, let’s get going on that brunch.” He grinned at you and grabbed your hand pulling you towards the kitchen.
Let’s just say the brunch was a bit late since both of you got a bit ‘preoccupied’.